It was strange, that person I once knew, somehow made me feel better than I’d had for a time. Maybe, because the feeling of loneliness has loomed over for so long, the deprivation for a shred of sincerity has gotten to me. Haha.

So I tried to talk to her all day on this shitty day.
I tried texting, calling and messaging. 
On the third call after she made that status she pressed ignore.
This is the day I really needed someone and I only wanted to talk to her. Well she’s not answering, this is the feeling of fuck off blasted into the face. I tried at times when I thought she might answer today, but nothing. I wanted to leave a voice mail  so I tried to harden my voice to talk. All I did was make it worse. I just wanted to hear her voice… To know she was there, but I guess not. I guess this is just… her revenge. There are a lot of things I wish I could forget, but this one may burn brighter than the others do.

Why am I complaining, there’s definitely someone doing worse than me. I guess I should be more thankful than sorrowful. 
Lol, meh pain is pain. no reason to worry.

I hope I don’t get ditched for the fourth time in a row.

I don’t really think anyone even reads these, I don’t really tag them so they don’t matter all the much.I think the only one’s that really come here come to talk shit and remind me why I’m even sitting here.

At least, I’m not running anymore.